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Today.. is d worse day for me.. i dono y i bad luck or i reali an unlucky gal…. i met many guys in my life… all just my best fren… now.. i met a guy who i reali willing to share all my luv on him… but..2day he let me know d truth…i know.. i reali not a perfect gal for him.. he luv pretty,mature n kind gal… but all of those characters.. either 1 i oso don hav…..

I remember my fren told me b4, whn i lost him, tht means…GOD get d better one for me….i always.. remind myself.. i wil get one better, n i’m sure tht i wil get my mr.right soon… mayb my mr.right just beside me,or mayb in one of d corner of d world…..

Now.. i thought i found him, but i think not lur, i stil remember wat he told me,love.. is wan d other partner to be happy, if i luv him, i should let him happy,even he wif other gal….at first i disagree… coz.. i trust no ppl wil treat him more gud than me…but.. faith.. i cant do this,he had d chance to find one better than me….

My heart reali sad 2day,he ask for a better gal,i think i reali not a perfect gal for him… eveli time whn i saw all of my fren having their own partner,sometimes i will feel lonely de, but i owes remind myself tht i cant think bad thing,coz i believe tht my YUEN FEN not yet come…

Now,mayb i should thanks GOD coz… i learn n gain experience from this time,even i not a leng lui or having a slim body or an attractive appearance, but i think from now own,i wanna be myself… be a happy gal… learn to luv myself…..

i dono wat should i do… i lose my direction,lose my confidence…even.. i try to tel myself.. be mature n be calm in d love n try to control d feeling… but.. now… i even dono wat should i do…should i luv him?should i tell him my feel?should i stil be fren wif him?should i forget my feels on him??

anyway…. i stil thanks..my frens who reali care me n luvs me… thanks…but 2day i reali reali sad… n i reali dono wat should i do…